these days are hard. i’ve been way to busy to blog. I have finals to finish, projects to do, things to pack. there isn’t any time for any thing except trying to stay stable. I miss you Kev. I wish I could be with all the people that loved you and be in a community where you were loved and known. For now I gotta finish things out here. I found your note yesterday that you sent me last...
I don't have words
Today one of my best friends in high school passed away in a rock climbing accident. He graduated 2 weeks ago from high school, He hadn’t even started college or anything. someone tell me how that is fair? I can’t understand why this happened. At my house back home tonight, our whole youth group was over and they grieved together. I would do anything to be home and in the company of...
library. tired. feel awful. have an 8 page paper to slam. at least I have coffee?
drank my weight in vodka got my fake taken at a bar didn’t sleep woke up fully clothed with all my make up on I don’t remember any car rides there’s a reason i don’t drink vodka smirnoff=water.
those mornings you wake up after crying when you forgot to take your make up off and your eyes are swollen an you didn’t get enough sleep heres to hoping the sun shines.